It was a day like any other day when my alarm went off this morning… got ready to the sounds of Madison’s radio, packed her lunch, let the dogs out, hurried out the door, and drove her to school. Yet, as I pulled up in the drop-off lane at the school, I realized that this was the last day that Madison would go to school as a pre-teen. She turns 13 tomorrow. Tears fill my eyes as I type this. This feels like a huge milestone for both her and me. I feel a little selfish focusing on me when it is, after all, her milestone. Yet, becoming the mom of a teenager is hitting me in my ways that I didn’t expect. It’s a new era of our relationship and one I fear a little. We are so close, and I expect that to continue. Yet, I know it will have its ebbs and flows. I’m not sure I’m ready for the ebbs. And so, maybe that’s why today is the day I write my first blog that is published for the world to see. It’s more important than ever that I have a life I love, so that I won’t meddle in hers too much, or live vicariously through her, and also so that I model for her creating a life… a luminous life.
As I drove off from the school, my radio was blaring Journey’s “Oh Sherrie.” I was a freshmen in high school when that song was popular, just a little older than Madison. I can recall really, truly, honestly believing I knew everything there was to know. I can remember thinking that my parents were silly for even having an inkling that they knew more than me. I’m not sure where along the way I began to doubt my worldly knowledge. I know that now, at almost 43 years old, I sometimes think I know absolutely nothing.
To me, living a luminous life is about owning what you know, admitting what you don’t, and continually growing in and appreciating your self-awareness, self-expression, and self-esteem.
So, yes, it is all about me…. and you. For the more we connect with ourselves, the more we have to share with others, and the greater the light in our lives… luminosity, baby!
Welcome to… A Luminous Life